Hi readers. Its been awhile I didn’t update my Tumblr. To those people who dislike me, don’t read my posts then. Wasting your precious fruitful time, I know indeed. Natheless, my life has been fallen down lately. Its just my feeling, I guess. Apparently I’ve to let my boyfriend go to Kuala Lumpur to pursue his studies. I hope he won’t stick with other girls there. If he does, he’ll regret. Or happier.. But it seems so hard for me to let him go. I love him more than he ever knew.
I’m having this low self-esteem feeling when it comes to love and study. I’m earnestly not smart enough, not pretty, etc. I didn’t do well in my mid-term tho. How can I sustain my life with all these feelings?! I’m feeling so down. My life in a dark state to be exact. I’ve cried most of the time when I thought about these. Life’s unfair. I need some strength. I need to face multitude of challenges as I’m facing different walks of life. This is life. It has to be challenging right?! Yes I know, so that I’m stronger. More mature to face anything. In the due course, I’ll try to study smart and prove to people that I can get straight A’s too! InsyAllah. As the saying goes, it’s never too late to mend! :)
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I’m sick of people thinking I’m sad when I’m just thinking but they never realize whenever I’m actually depressed. Either I’m really good at hiding my emotions or every person around me is an idiot.
Maybe it is for the best, people not knowing how depressed I am. Subconsciously I know I’d lose everyone I hold dear.
People seriously need to chill the f out and just breathe. Stop making people feel like shit because it won’t make you feel good about yourself. Honestly what will you get if you just sit in front your computer and send people hate messages? Trust me, you’ll get nothing.
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Anonymous asked: tauk sik apa keluar agama for mid-term? :) Tauk. Sapa tok? Gine nak madah -___-‘ |
Hello, my darling teenager!
You can’t imagine how happy you are and you still cant understand or see your happiness.
This age is amazing! On the one hand you are a child, on the other hand – not any more.
You can make mistakes but others will understand and forgive you…But now you can see and understand that things are not so easy as it seemed to you in your childhood.
Now you need to make important decisions, first of all, whom you would like to be in this life. You must choose what your values will be.
The life period you are living in now is sketch of your whole future. You must understand yourself and people around you – and find harmony.
There are many people who can help you and first of all it’s me, your mother. I love you more than you imagine, wherever you will ever be, know that I am always with you, in happy or difficult time. I do not want to interfere with your choice. Your happiness is the main thing for me. Your joy is my joy, your trouble is my trouble.
The only wish I have to you is to find your own way in this life and not to regret about your choice.
Your loving mother,
Em Shakira.
(Source: winners.virtualclassroom.org)
